Love? What?
Posted at 09:17 PM

I'm crazy in love.  With a much older man.

But he's everything I'd ever hoped and dreamed for!! And it scares the living daylights out of me.  I don't have daddy issues. What the hell is wrong with me?

While the other guy was great on paper, I didn't really feel any fireworks.

As soon as I talked to this guy, I felt like I wanted to marry him and spend the rest of my life with him.

I don't believe in love. I sure as hell don't believe in love at first sight.

Every other man I really liked has bailed out on me or things went to shit.

But the first time I sat down and talked to him, I can't explain what I feel.

It's like everything he said was music to my ears and I couldn't get enough music!

I could have talked and talked to him forever.

But I don't know if he's really taking me seriously, or feels the same way.

The woes of being in love.  With a much older man.